• Thoughts
  • GP is Not OK But I AM

    I fight everyday and I will never stop!  I will be the best I can be and I desperately try to reflect the okay I say without hesitation!  With that said, I am going to write a slightly different writing today.  I have spent a huge portion of July in the hospital because of Gastroparesis, […]

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  • The Time Has Come GP

    Ends of sentences become huge questions  Answers become fixations  Because Gastroparesis  Is the truth embedded with a lie  A continuation of steadfast humble pie  Where no truth or lie real  no expectation proves a positive or a negative  It is an idiom wrapped in a fact denied Time told but never pinned to a wall  […]

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  • God’s Hands

    Tell me, how do you see the unseeable? The intangible thread which holds faith anchored securely to your inner most being?  Do you feel and see the hand of God? Now you simply must understand this is not a conversion conversation nor is it a writing about religion! No, what I am sharing is a […]

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  • GP Truth 

    I weep in a silence so loud it could blow buildings off the Earth!  I smile with a sadness so pretty it could crack all the mirrors in Perth!  I live in a pain so deep it should take my breath but I still speak!  I look at you with joy while everything seems so […]

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  • Let’s Just Go Out And

    I sit with you and pretend all is well Not because I am trying to hide or lie  But because GP has exhausted me  I want a reality which is truly mine   Most days I am fine with the hand that has been dealt I can accept this reverse lottery that turned my life upside […]